29th / 14th Anniversaries Inbound

A lot of years, a lot of music

From the email that subscribers to the Disquiet Junto project announcement list will receive early tomorrow, Thursday, December 11:

This coming Saturday, December 13, will mark the 29th anniversary of when I founded disquiet.com, my blog — though in 1996, of course, that word didn’t exist yet. That’s the year I moved to San Francisco from Sacramento, to which I’d moved from Brooklyn seven years earlier, a year out of college, to start a job as an editor at the music magazines published by Tower Records. That’s a lot of years, and a lot of music, and a lot of words.

Meanwhile, the Junto is coming up on its 14th anniversary, as of the first week of January 2026 — meaning around this time next year, we’ll be looking right into the 30th anniversary of the site, and the 15th of this community. For which I have much to be thankful. And which is to say, thanks, as always, for your generosity with your time, creativity, and curiosity.

On Repeat: Dessner Score, Autechre Covers

Home/office playlist

On Sundays I try to at least quickly note some of my favorite listening from the week prior — things I would later regret having not written about in more depth, so better to share here briefly than not at all.

▰ I can’t remember the last time I’d been alerted to an album’s release by as many old friends and internet friends as I have been thanks to Shane Parish’s set of guitar covers of music by Autechre. The full album, titled Autechre Guitar in a way that gives no due to the effort entailed, isn’t due out until February 27, 2026, but the first two tracks are out on Bandcamp. Give a listen to the first track, “Maetl,” off the great Incunabula, from way back in 1993:

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and then listen to the original. I’ll almost certain detail additional impressions in advance as the album’s release approaches.

▰ I haven’t seen the movie Train Dreams, but I’ve been listening to Bryce Dessner’s score on repeat. The mix of Americana and post-classical will earn it comparisons at brief moments to Aaron Copland, but there’s much more than that, including a hint of Gavin Bryars in the messy layers of “Home I.” There is a lot going on, and it all holds together.

▰ Major thanks to this YouTube channel for posting a full set of ambient jazz from guitarist Jakob Bro (its his name atop the trio), electronically mediated trumpeter Arve Henriksen, and drummer Jorge Rossy. Recorded May 18, 2024, and uploaded around then, but I only recently became aware of it.

▰ Absolutely transportative set by Hania Raini recorded at at Cercle Odyssey in Mexico City, Mexico. Like Nils Frahm, she essentially places an entire studio’s worth of equipment around her on stage and performs solo. I believe it was recorded April 26, 2025. Given the emphasis on surround visuals, I think of it as “IMAX techno.”

▰ The trio of Ståle Storløkken (“keys and organ”), Eivind Aarset (guitar), and Audun Kleive (drums) has something rhythmically fantastic going on, downright funky, in a tight, minimal, off-kilter way. I believe this was recorded May 24, 2025.

Scratch Pad: Break Mode

From the past week

At the end of each week, I usually collate a lightly edited collection of recent comments I’ve made on social media, which I think of as my public scratch pad — and I tag on what books I may have finished reading. Knowing I’ll revisit my social media posts serves, I’ve found, as a positive and mellowing influence on my online activity. I mostly hang out on Mastodon (at post.lurk.org/@disquiet), and I’m also trying out a few others. And I generally take weekends off social media.

Right now, though, I’m on a more extended social media (and adjacent) break, through the start of January 2026. Which raises the question: when I’m on such a hiatus, what constitutes this site’s Scratch Pad, since it is by definition a collation of stuff I posted to social media throughout the given previous week? Apparently it’s random notes I make to myself that I would have posted online, plus bits I’ve sent to friends via email and other means. Just because I’ve stopped posting doesn’t mean my brain has stopped making posts. Anyhow, here’s this past week’s roundup:

▰ There’s something orderly about a month that begins on a Monday, almost as if all months should.

▰ In just over a year, come 2027, it’ll be the 300th anniversary of Benjamin Franklin’s original Junto, and the occasion will be noted and celebrated.

▰ Barbershop scene report: seven men in a small storefront room with the Kinks’ “Come On Now” playing. And yes it’s been a while since I got my hair cut.

▰ The song I listened to most this year on YouTube Music, per the “recap,” was a song I’d written an article about, naturally: Dandy Livingstone’s “Rudy, a Message to You,” for 72 minutes total. Rounding out the top five: some Hildegard von Bingen, by the Sixteen, the opening tracks on their album Angel of Peace; the seventh track on Nils Frahm’s Music for Animals, “Right Right Right”; the third track on Barker’s Stochastic Drift, “Difference and Repetition”; and the Specials’ cover of that Dandy Livingstone song. Also according to the YouTube end-of-year wrap-up, I am in the top 3% of listeners to the music of Trent Reznor.

▰ I keep an eye on Metallica’s ever-expanding public archive of live shows. I enjoyed this detail from the most recent one:

And for bonus “charm,” the tape flip (IYKYK) lands right in the middle of “Fade to Black.”

Oddly the annotation doesn’t appear on the tape’s webpage, just in the solicitation email.

▰ I was just looking at the Wikipedia page for the Oblique Strategies card deck, the famed collaboration between Brian Eno and Peter Schmidt, and I noticed that the main photo (upper right corner of the page) of the deck is by none other than Cory Doctorow, who uploaded it to his Flickr account with a Creative Commons license in 2013 — Flickr (launched 2004), Creative Commons (2001), and Wikipedia (also 2001) being part of the older web, if not the old web.

▰ I was using Safari as my main browser, but it lagged and hung too often, so I moved to Zen, which was excellent but also eventually did the same. This is on an M1 MacBook Pro 14”. So at some friends’ recommendation, I moved to Vivaldi, which is sort of a sequel to the browser Opera. I found Opera, back in the day, a bit baroque, so to speak, but Vivaldi is streamlined and full of little touches I appreciate — including the ability, with the click of a button, to enter “break mode,” which mutes and blanks out every single tab, a welcome respite-by-command.

▰ I definitely fell back into the habit of reading too many books at the same time this year. Doing so didn’t impact my comprehension or the number of books I read, but it did, I think, decrease some of the enjoyment. I’m going to try to reverse course this coming year. In any case, it was due to such parallel processing that in one single week, this past one, I finished reading not only Herman Melville’s Moby Dick, but also Cormac McCarthy’s Blood Meridian (which is set at roughly the same time as Moby Dick, but takes place on land), and Laurie Colwin’s Goodbye Without Leaving, as well as most of Ian McEwan’s What We Can Know, which I imagine I’ll finish in the coming week, work allowing.

Inside the Drone

A drone that drones, that is

I’ve taken two rides in driverless cars so far, both times alone, both times to dental appointments to which I was in a rush, and after which I wasn’t sure I’d be in a condition to drive, though both times I felt fine afterward and took the public bus home — once on a rapid bus, which is rapid indeed.

There are several competing models of self-driving cars that circle San Francisco like mundane sentries. One thing they have in common is their whir, which is similar to that of other electric vehicles. However, combined with the steadiness of their pace and their strict adherence to stop signs and stop lights, that whir has a far less revved-up vibe. It’s really more drone than whir. These driverless cars are drones that drone.

Once you’re inside such a vehicle, the touchscreen interface — as well as your phone — provides various options for music and sound environments, but during both my rides I almost immediately turned off the piped-in sound entirely, and just settled into that placid hum, experiencing the drone from the inside.

I still don’t know what to think about the impact — economic and otherwise — of driverless vehicles. I’m just reflecting, at the moment, on routine experience as a pedestrian and occasional driver, and now a two-time rider.