Oh, That Pae White

In San Jose

I only just made the connection that the artist Pae White whose 12,000-disc sculpture currently hovers above the entrance just inside the San Jose Museum of Art is the Pae White of the “Pae White’s non-blank graphic metacard” from the Oblique Strategies deck created by Brian Eno and Peter Schmidt. The museum piece is titled Noisy Blushes and was made between 2019 and 2020.

Perhaps This Site’s Top 10 in 2025

Not counting older posts that persistently pop up

This website, now 29 years of age, gets so frequently barraged by bots that I can’t speak to the veracity or meaningfulness of its traffic data. However, if there is any truth to be discerned from the data, then the following 10 posts were, best I can tell, the most viewed new ones in 2025. On the one hand, I could wait a few more days, until the formal end of this year on Wednesday, to ascertain the exact full list. On the other hand, by posting these now, I’ll end up just buttressing their collective standing. I don’t look at traffic data much at all (this was the second time this year), because I’m not aiming to “optimize a content strategy,” but it was intriguing to see what has garnered particular attention.

1: The title says it all in this one: “The CarPlay App I’ve Been Waiting For”

2: My first visit to the jazz club Mr. Tipple’s in San Francisco. I’ve been back several times since.

3: One of several comics I’ve done with Hannes Pasqualini to make this list: “Audiobook”

4: Another Pasqualini: “Binaural”

5: And another: “Legacy”

6: An experiment with the M8 Tracker

7: “Window” with Pasqualini

8: An update of the great Brian Eno / Peter Chilvers app Bloom

9: That time I fiddled with Cory Arcangel’s source code

10: Another bit on the M8 Tracker

Scratch Pad: My Diesel-Powered Laptop

From the past week

At the end of each week, I usually collate a lightly edited collection of recent comments I’ve made on social media, which I think of as my public scratch pad — and I tag on what books I may have finished reading. Knowing I’ll revisit my social media posts, I’ve found, serves as a positive and mellowing influence on my online activity. I mostly hang out on Mastodon (at post.lurk.org/@disquiet), and I’m also trying out a few others. And I generally take weekends off social media.

Right now, though, I’m on a more extended social media (and adjacent) break, through the start of January 2026. (This is my next to last weekend before I get back on that horse.) Which raises the question: when I’m on such a hiatus, what constitutes this site’s Scratch Pad, since this Saturday habit is, by definition, a collation of stuff I posted to social media throughout the given previous week? Apparently it’s random notes I make to myself that I would have posted online, plus bits I’ve sent to friends via email and other means. Just because I’ve stopped posting doesn’t mean my brain has stopped making posts. Anyhow, here’s this past week’s roundup:

▰ As the year was coming to a close, I cleared out my RSS reader, setting back to zero thousands of unread posts that had accumulated. I didn’t erase the ones I marked to read later.

▰ The substation near our home is still not functioning, so there are tons of temporary generators a few blocks away, and they run on diesel. This means that my home computer is currently diesel-powered. Which I kinda like the idea of.

▰ I’ve been posting a lot of short field recordings at freesound.org/people/disquiet. Another participant there expressed concern to me that I was applying geolocation data to what was, in fact, indoor audio. I feel there is some meaning encoded in whether a bathroom fan is recorded in, say, the Mission in San Francisco or Ginza in Tokyo, but I didn’t want to argue the point, so I removed the data — at least for now.

▰ Another year in which Criterion celebrates room tone … by playing music over the room tone.

▰ Been playing a lot of board games (notably Botany) and card games (e.g., Compile, A Gentle Rain, Big Sur, Point City, Exploding Kittens) over the holiday break. I need to understand what it means to have several games with similar underlying mechanics, like the very fun Point City and Big Sur (and I’m considering getting Air, Land & Sea, which reportedly is a strong precursor to the truly excellent Compile). I imagine it’s a lot like with book genres: I only need to read one zombie novel a year, and one high fantasy novel every few years, and one “literary novel featuring overeducated people falling out of love” as infrequently as possible, but I can mainline certain realms of science fiction, and manage reams of spy novels and experimental fiction.

▰ I have a feeling that Jinwoo Park’s Oxford Soju Club — a flashback-rich, cross-cultural spy thriller, with a hefty serving of Korean recipes — is the last novel, my 27th, I will finish reading in 2025. Late December is deep family time, leaving limited opportunity for reading. Also, the books I’m in the midst of are pretty lengthy. We’ll see.

Stunt Cello? (Relay)

An inquiry

The above screenshot is from the movie Relay, a recent thriller starring Riz Ahmed reminiscent of Hitchcock and mid-period Mamet. I may write more about the movie later, but at the moment what I’m wondering about is what a “stunt cello” is, and how it’s different from the non-stunt cello also listed here. There is a sequence with a string ensemble, so maybe “stunt cello” refers to the person who plays that cello on-screen? I dunno.

Christmas Eve Note to the Junto

And looking ahead

This is the email that went out, along with the latest project instructions, on Christmas Eve to email list subscribers:

Dear Members of the Disquiet Junto,

Next Thursday is the first day of 2026, which means that this week’s project is the last one of 2025. If you’ve been involved in the Junto — or followed it — for some time, you likely know what this week’s and next week’s projects are going to entail, since we do the “diary project” at the end of every year, and the “ice project” at the start of every year.

We just finished up the 729th consecutive weekly Disquiet Junto project, and it went great. I had a sense that, as this year came to a close, a “shared sample” project would be a particularly welcome opportunity for people, the idea of everyone involved, wherever in the world, using the same source audio to make something new, something personal. To listen back (at llllllll.co and soundcloud.com) to the work of the four dozen or so musicians who participated is a downright kaleidoscopic experience, hearing that 100-year-old recording broken up and reconfigured to so many different creative ends. We do shared sample projects on occasion in the Junto, and I have a feeling that this year’s may be the start of another annual community tradition.

If you’re reading this, I can’t thank you enough for your contribution to the Junto, whether you’re just following along, or participating on occasion, or inviting others to join in, or spreading the word. The Disquiet Junto turns 14 years old next Thursday, January 1, 2026, and I can’t wait to hear what we all do together in the coming year. The 750th consecutive Disquiet Junto project is just 20 weeks away, and the 15th anniversary of the Junto is a year away. That 15th anniversary will coincide, perchance, with the 300th anniversary of the founding, by Benjamin Franklin, of the original Junto way back in 1727. So, lots of creative resources and inspiration await.

And that covers it. Thanks, as always, for your generosity with your time, creativity, and curiosity. I know the holidays can be hard for some folks, and if the Junto community can take the edge off, that’s great. Whatever your engagement in the Junto, please never feel any pressure to participate, to post, or to comment. The whole point of it being weekly is that it’s there, dependably, when you have both the time and the interest.

Best from San Francisco,

Marc Weidenbaum
[email protected]