Scratch Pad: Snowscrolling, Concomitant, Radigue

From the past week

At the end of each week, I usually collate a lightly edited collection of recent comments I’ve made on social media, which I think of as my public scratch pad. I tag on what books I may have finished reading. Knowing I’ll revisit my social media posts, I’ve found, serves as a positive and mellowing influence on my online activity. I mostly hang out on Mastodon (at post.lurk.org/@disquiet), and I’m also trying out a few others. And I generally take weekends off social media.

▰ Just sitting here snowscrolling

▰ I’d like a word with your manager.

▰ Hyperlocal news by my usual liminal-adjacent standards, but this great local Vietnamese restaurant, Kim Son (Richmond District, San Francisco), is coming back after a fire, and that’s something to be celebrated.

▰ RIP, composer Éliane Radigue (1932–2026), master of sound

▰ Those who don’t read (or who, as a friend added, don’t understand) science fiction condemn the rest of us to live it.

▰ I love how reviewers of (typing) keyboards don’t just take care to record the sounds of the keyboards for their videos. They also show that they have taken such care, as with the dual audio devices seen here to the left and right.

And I also love there is such a thing as “reviewers of keyboards.”

▰ I finished reading two novels this week, after taking a pause on a tiresomely flamboyant and exceedingly coy one, by a Nobel prize winner, I’d been making steady progress on. When a schedule change of the related book club meant I could no longer attend, I felt a loosening of the deadline, if not entirely the desire, to finish. I’ll get around to it. I keep putting aside canonical books (Middlemarch) or finishing but not particularly appreciating them (Moby Dick, Blood Meridian), and now I feel like my accumulated notes would take the form of a book titled The Emperor’s Old Clothes.

Meanwhile, I did complete Adrian Tchaikovsky’s Children of Ruin (2019), the sequel to his Children of Time (2015). At first it felt quite overly similar to its predecessor, muting the original’s considerable strangeness, but the themes eventually expand fruitfully, and I’ll definitely be reading the next book in the series. There’s an eternal debate about whether science fiction is “about” “the future,” as prognostication, or “the present,” as metaphor. I don’t believe this question is an either/or one, and I would say a counterpoint to both those prominent options is a third way: as with much science fiction, these books are about “unintended consequences.” Here the matter plays out over significant stretches of time in the form of technologically enabled evolution: of arachnids in the first book, and of octopuses (and something else entirely) in the second, and of computer-embedded intelligence in both. Kim Stanley Robinson has written a lot of science fiction without engaging much at all with alien life. In Robinson’s books, we humans sometimes become the aliens as we spread out across space and time. In these two Tchaikovsky books, there’s more going on than “just” humans becoming alien, but the centrality of our presence to the development of alien-to-us intelligence is paramount to what does occur. I could go on, but I think I’ll stop there, at least for now.

I also read Mieko Kawakami’s All the Lovers in the Night (originally published in 2011, translated in 2022), and I’ll be following it up with another one, for sure. It’s the story of a book proofreader living very much alone in modern Tokyo and dealing with personal and professional pressures, which sometimes overlap. Though comparisons to Sayaka Murata seem inevitable, it reminded me primarily of Joan Didion, as well as Laurie Colwin, whose Goodbye Without Leaving (1990) is one of my favorite books I read last year.

Pokémon Turns 30

What a card

A photo of a Poliwag card from Pokémon

Apparently it’s the 30th anniversary of Pokémon, so here’s a little Pokémon story.

I moved to San Francisco in the mid-1990s, and I started to learn about Pokémon just because its existence was prominent at the various comic book shops I frequented, in particular one in the city’s Richmond District neighborhood, where I continue to live. Comic book shops got their new shipments on Wednesdays, and so when I dropped by on a Wednesday to pick up my latest issues, I asked the clerk for a Pokémon starter set (once it was available in the U.S.). I was informed that the store had sold out. This news didn’t surprise me.

The following Wednesday, the same thing happened, so I asked if the clerk had any suggestions since, unlike with comics, I couldn’t reserve Pokémon cards in advance. The clerk suggested I just try to get there earlier. Another week, another failure.

I arrived on the fourth or fifth week in a row, mostly to pick up my comics, but also to see about finally obtaining some of these elusive Pokémon cards. The clerk, who never seemed to actually recognize me, despite this repeat performance week after week, said the same thing: “We’re sold out. Try to get here earlier next time.”

I apparently harbored more frustration than I was conscious of, because I blurted out, without thinking or self-editing, “Look, this isn’t fair. These little kids get out of school before I even leave the office, let alone make my way back across town.” The clerk’s eyes went wide. Without looking down, he reached directly under the cash register and retrieved a single box of Pokémon cards, which he slid across the narrow glass counter toward me.

“Take these,” he said quietly, ringing up my purchase. His voice suddenly tinged with a newfound anxiety, he then added: “Don’t tell anyone this happened.”

Disquiet Junto Project 0739: Deepest Sympathies

The Assignment: Make music focused on sympathetic strings, or something akin to them.

Each Thursday in the Disquiet Junto music community, a new compositional challenge is set before the group’s members, who then have five days to record and upload a track in response to the project instructions.

Membership in the Junto is open: just join and participate. (A SoundCloud account is helpful but not required.) There’s no pressure to do every project. The Junto is weekly so that you know it’s there, every Thursday through Monday, when your time and interest align.

Tracks are added to the SoundCloud playlist for the duration of the project. Additional (non-SoundCloud) tracks also generally appear in the llllllll.co discussion thread.

Disquiet Junto Project 0739: Deepest Sympathies
The Assignment: Make music focused on sympathetic strings, or something akin to them.

Step 1: Consider this concept: When you play a single string on a guitar, or a harp, or another stringed instrument, other strings vibrate in harmony with it. Some instruments, such as the sitar, sarod, and the Hardanger fiddle, have sympathetic strings inherent in their design. This sort of sympathetic vibration is also the case with tuning forks.

Step 2: Record a piece of music exploring, as much as possible, the sound of sympathetic strings unto themselves. This might be a practical experiment, trying to isolate the sounds, or a conceptual approach, using the idea as inspiration.

Tasks Upon Completion:

Label: Include “disquiet0739” (no spaces/quotes) in the name of your track.

Upload: A person participating in the Disquiet Junto should post only one track per weekly project (SoundCloud account preferred but not required). If on occasion you feel inspired to post more than one track (whether to a single account or across multiple accounts), you should clarify which is the “main” rendition for consideration by fellow members and (if on SoundCloud) for inclusion in the SoundCloud playlist.

Share: Post your track and a description/explanation at https://llllllll.co/t/disquiet-junto-project-0739-deepest-sympathies/

Discuss: Listen to and comment on the other tracks.

Additional Details:

Length: The length is up to you. 

Deadline: Monday, March 2, 2026, 11:59pm (that is: just before midnight) wherever you are.

About: https://disquiet.com/junto/

Newsletter: https://juntoletter.disquiet.com/

License: It’s preferred (but not required) to set your track as downloadable and allowing for attributed remixing (i.e., an attribution Creative Commons license).

Please Include When Posting Your Track:

More on the 739th weekly Disquiet Junto project, Deepest Sympathies — The Assignment: Make music focused on sympathetic strings, or something akin to them — at https://disquiet.com/0739/

Command + M

Or, Why I Live in My Inbox

For whatever reason, I peeked at an old manual for Eudora, and remembered regularly hitting Command + M to see if there was any new email, back when there wasn’t much email. Remember when there wasn’t much email? When spam email essentially didn’t exist? A golden era of untrammeled possibilities. What glorious fools and dreamers we were.

And just a reminder that Eudora was named for Eudora Welty, which is about as far from the Torment Nexus as a naming exercise might lead. On the other hand, you could argue that as in Welty’s short story, “Why I Live at the P.O.,” we all live at the post office these days.

Don’t Touch

Truer words

Maybe a book about communicable diseases isn’t the thing to pick up from the local free little library. And as someone pointed out after I first posted this, right next to that book is a book titled Never Touch a Panda!